[From Thoughts to Words...]
Both the sane & its counterpartStart it off...
2007-01-26
Original post...yeaa. I can't always guarentee the sanity of my post to others. And sometimes it might just be me complaing; just as somewhat of a forewarning.
I have recently gone through a lot of changes in my life, from family life, to social life and soon I will be making changes in my spiritual life. All in hopes of being a happier person. All in hopes of finding my future, all in hopes of being all I can be. I wish that I could express in words the thoughts I have running in my head sometimes. There are too many times in my life when I find myself hiding what I feel from the world. As someone I know once told me. I am emotionally constipated. We were all sitting in the TV room of the house I was living and talking about different things. We were proposing certain questions to each other because we had just finished watching a really good Oprah. By any means, one of the girls down there proposed a question as such. "What is one thing people most likely don't know about you?" I explained how I hold in my feelings and rarely express my emotions. Subsequently another girl in the room said the same. She is one of the only people in the world who I feel I can truely talk to sometimes and it is truely ironic becuase when we first met we REALLY did not get along. Now I am rambling, and trying to get myself to the point. When I started to write this blog my point was that it is hard for me to express my emotions, and most of the time I can only get them out through writing or painting or just letting it out in some sort of creative outlet. I suppose that is all I have right now, as I am distraction by season 9 of Friends. I show I quite like. The End.
Less Than 3 -BeBe
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